jerk are burned to be ashes of hell.

iam not okay right now. iam planning to make this day great and with all the expectation, i ended up messy. who cares rather than i do? there are sets of jerks who tried to ruin my day or assigned to make me sick. the bad thing is they succeed. i hate to think that i am starting this whole blog thing with a hearache. im getting paranoid. getting far-off.

the whole point for this is that i should remain like a strong person - untouched by sharp mayhem -- but hey, perhaps you need to open up and wake up to reality! as human as i am and as you are, guess you can relate that i cannot maintain to be nice all the time.

iam a very nice person. there are times i think that i never get angry or things like this may come. but now! guess my patience is already cut off. i need to change my character. im flipping
another side of me that im sure many wont like but you know, you just have to do
it to make them realize their losing someone. You see, when you lose someone,
you start missing him and realize all what he has done, the good ones of course.
thats what im going to do tomorrow. they will see a different me. of course, not
the one who wears trousers at work matching up with a purple hued hair like
dennis rodman. il be more quite and serious this time. theyre asking it, im
giving it to them. we will see if this time i will succeed.